Finally

Finally 

By John M Lennon

A rhyme in my head

But it's more then my pen could have said

So it's these actions today instead

Now hoping you have heard what I have said

As I carry you off to bed

Laying next to the woman I love 

And have finally got to Wed

Alone Today

Alone Today

By John M Lennon

Alone I sit 

But I have never wanted to quit

So for every moment that I try 

And every time I lift my head I cry 

Now with these tear filled eye's 

I ask you why?

As it's here alone today that I die

Become One

Become One 

By John M Lennon

   

The puzzling pieces of my heart 

In a million parts

But since we have met 

It seems there's only one  piece left to finish at my best

And it's with your love

I see it has begun 

And now it's you and me 

That has become one

Too Fight

Too Fight

By John M Lennon

Picturing what might

It's my life tonight

With darkness I fight

Always trying to see the light

But it's you that walked out tonight

And took away the breath

I needed to fight

That Night

That Night

By John M Lennon

Sitting down to write 

This is now my light

It reminds me what I have in my life

And what I lost on that night

To Be Said

To Be Said 

By John M Lennon

A new found art 

As I was lost in the dark

Trying to figure out every word to be said

But it's your love I lost instead

Slipping Away

Slipping Away

By John M Lennon

Your finishing touch

When it was your love I needed so much

But to figure it out today

I am too weak in every way

So I let you walk away

Thinking about you every day

An without you here to say

I love you

They are only lost words of feelings 

I let slip away

Without

Without 

By John M Lennon

With no rush

It's my pen instead of a brush

An art with words

Just wanting to be heard 

Feeling your love is what I deserve 

But I am lost…

Without a word

Strength

Strength 

By John M Lennon

No more then what's got me down

I turn to look around

In loneliness I have found

The strength to pick 

Myself up off the ground

Letting Go

Letting Go 

By John M Lennon

Millions of things to say

But with each one taking away a day

I have left with things yet to say

But I hope you know it was you I loved along the way

With each and every day

And with each tear that hurts this way

And with every single step along the way

As it was your hand I held onto 

But letting go, the last thing I have to say 

It's I love you as I let go today

Out Done

Out Done

By John M Lennon

Seeing with each thought words are provoked

And as a writing machine 

It's these lines I dance between

So with every foot step and breath

I wonder what is next

Loving the surprise of the words I have left 

And with the best ones, yet to come

I can see I have out done what every one thought it was 

Food for thought

I heard this the other day and it rings very true to me.

You can only become great in that which you are willing to sacrifices for!!!

Too Shine

Too Shine 

By John M Lennon

Letting go today

Trying to figure out what to say

But frozen in time 

These words of mine

When it use to be you that would make them shine

But here I am alone in time

As I am lost without your love to help me write and shine

Listen

Listen

By John M Lennon

The little things I say

I hope show more then just my love today

It's with a understanding of your day

And your feelings in every way

So as I listen to you everyday

Know it's because I am there for you in every way

Next Breath

Next Breath 

By John M Lennon

More love today

Then the snow that fell that day

So with every flake 

It's one more breath of mine you take

Now it's here we wait 

To eat our wedding cake

Still unable to wait for...

The next breath of mine you will take 

Every Way

Every Way

By John M Lennon

Wrap with love

Each one of your hugs 

Now into your eyes I see there is more love inside

So to capture the day 

I tell you of my love in every way

As it's on our wedding day

You hear me say

I love you in every way

Our Vows

Our Vows 

By John M Lennon

Something sweet to sweep you off your feet

So with every word I write down

It's about something in you I have found

So as I look into your eyes

Know there's a million reasons I will try

To give this new love a try 

As you are the happiness

I now have in my life

And on this our wedding day you hear it in every way

My Best

My Best

By John M Lennon

To sit and wait 

The darkness has taken over this place

So with one moment leading to the next 

iIt's here I take the news best 

Because it's soon I will be at rest

And with only one thing to regret 

Not giving you my best

Motherless

Motherless

By John M Lennon

In your death I was born

A mother I will never know 

With only pictures to show 

And stories of what you use to be before

But how will I ever know 

What you would feel or endure

To put be on a better road  

Touched

Touched 

By John M Lennon

To be touched by your cure

Never to know something so pure

Now alone to think back 

I can see it's our time,

That has passed 

As I began to relax 

It's all the things 

I could never take back

That I learn from and need to move past

Steps

Steps

By John M Lennon

A beauty I have never seen 

But you walked right towards me

Now my hearts skips a beat 

With every step

Left wondering what's next 

When it's me left to take the next step

Climbing Past

Climbing Past

By John M Lennon

A rolling start...even if it was from the dark. 

Now with each mountain I climb, 

I look back and see I have made this mine. 

So know each time I shine, 

It's one more time I was here to climb.

Instilled Strength

Instilled Strength 

By John M Lennon

A depth too which only I can fall 

Outlasting the pain of each day… 

I have been through it all 

Faced with the tragedy's of life

I've seen my fair share 

But now at the base of the next mountain I will climb

I see all the new challenges that you speak of, 

And I am ready to shine

Through every rainy day,

Each cloud that comes my way

Because I will not back away

As this is a strength that's instilled in me

Too stay 

Breaking

Breaking

By John M Lennon

It's from every moment that we are made

And every second we take

But now as I break 

I see what's left on my plate

All the things I never...

Want to face

Bright White

Bright White

By John M. Lennon

Every word I write

Trying to control my life

Every tear I have to fight 

Darkened by the loneliness tonight

Red is all I see as it fades to a bright white

I guess this is my final goodnight

Ending Way

Ending Way

By John M Lennon

Bleeding away 

Only one thought today

In a bottle I hide so the pain will fade away

Longer each day

And every thought of you hurts this way

But today to see what I have lost 

All I wanted to say 

Is I am sorry as I walk away

With my last bottle 

To end it this way

Found Out

Found Out

By John M Lennon

Words of what you think are art 

See it through my eyes 

And the pain from the start 

So with each tear that is shed 

One more word you have read 

Filling up what use to be said

As it is now roses that are laid,

On my monument instead

With  you  staring at the dash...

Wondering what has been left out 

As you now scream and shout 

Because in the loneliness 

You have found out

Freedom

Freedom 

By John M Lennon

Quietly into the night 

No storm in which we won't fight

Here together we stand strong 

Each day from us you count on 

United as we are free 

It is my brother standing next to me 

Being all we can be 

Too bring you 

The freedom you now see 

I Cry

I Cry

By John M. Lennon

The Lord to gather my words

But this only you have heard

As you see it in my eyes 

This my last and only goodbye

As the tears pour out my eyes 

It's you the only reason why

On this my last night I cry

I Guess

I Guess 

By John M Lennon

Dark blue eyes 

Remembering your voice as you whispered goodbye 

Here in lies the only reason why 

It's because of your love I have tried 

And I will a million more times before I die 

So looking upon you as you rest 

Knowing you always gave me your best 

Now with the only tears I have left 

This is my goodbye I guess

In My End

In My End 

By John M. Lennon

Every moment in which you wish for me to fall 

It is you the last person I shall call 

Back against the wall 

Every word to start in this place, 

In which I ball

Hearing what haunts you till the end 

Screaming for you as this new life begins 

Now it's laughter that I am in 

As I see what this greatness has gotten me

In this my end

Left To Ask

Left To Ask 

By John M Lennon

Saved from what I had to say 

But lost in my words for you 

As you let go today

Now to bring you back

Learning I need to relax

With burdens from my past leading me to where I am at 

And it is here where I stand last 

With only one question left to ask 

Is it true love or am I still lost in my past 

Lonely Bed

Lonely Bed

By John M. Lennon

Twisted things in my head

Feeling I would be better off dead

Alone I lay in bed

Wishing with this last breath something could be said

But here I am drifting away 

Hoping you know it's every tear for you I shed

As I lay lonely in this bed

 Lonely Tears 

By John M Lennon

Every word to be drown by a tear

Loneliness of the dark is all I fear 

Every step I stand to clear the past that's got me here 

But now too many on this path have me stuck 

Looking forward to what we all fear

Even though it's just another night since I got here 

And it will be tonight that I drown in all these lonely tears 

Memories Of Why

Memories Of Why

By John M Lennon

Each word wrote 

Memories of every word spoke 

Pain to fill my eyes, 

With each tear I cry

Bleeding but can't remember why

Seeing now this will be 

The last night I live this lie 

And I will be leaving you with 

The memories of why

My Art

My Art 

By John M Lennon

Bless ones heart 

As they roam in ones art 

Seeing the gift from each word

You have now become a part

Looking forward from 

What you think might have been dark 

But in this mans dying heart 

He has called it art

My Day

My Day

By John M Lennon

A thought for the day 

Laying here, 

Blurred wanting something more to say 

Side tracked, as what to say 

With too much time it has gone away

Laying in a coma

Praying for angel's 

To come and take me away

This is now my day

Answered Again

Answered Again 

By John M. Lennon

My time to end 

But did it ever really begin

Sitting here looking to a friend 

Seeing what mistakes led me to rethink it again

And it is this question I fall for in the end

Is there a real love 

That would ever end

Or is this a simple game 

You played with my head

Only with a friend could this question 

Be answered again

Our Life At Rest

Our Life At Rest

By John M Lennon

A dream full filled 

And a love story I could never tell 

Living it each day

Dreaming about you

Without your hand I am lost in every way

Because you are the love of my life

But it's without you I'm left standing 

Trying to figure out my way

When it was you my only day

Being left here to stay 

When I wish I was still with

You in every way

Saying Nothing

Saying Nothing 

By John M Lennon

With every smile you brighten my day

But I am tongue tied with nothing to say

So it's here I stay

Wishing I had the right words to say

Because I want you in my day

I just don't know how to ask today

Shadows

Shadows 

By John M Lennon

To fight it out 

It's with each word I shout

And these dreams that are filled without

In shadows I now have doubt

But for it to be more then what I am about 

It's these last few words I am leaving without

And now I have left you with the doubt

So you can question what these shadows are about 

To Never Know

To Never Know

By John M Lennon

My art 

Speaking from a dying heart 

Every word wrote as I fall a part 

Never knowing the love, 

From which it had it's start 

Because as I wrote 

I bled through what is now considered

My art 

Truly

Truly 

By John M Lennon

Each word written down

With blood this book is bound

And with each page turned

It's a new lesson learned 

So now as I stand 

In what you think is the promise land 

I fear who I am 

Because this is such a dark, and lonely land 

But I have the time to figure out who I am 

And now it's with eternity 

I am with what I never thought I could stand

But then it's right here where I am

Knowing who I truly am 

What Is Next

What Is Next 

By John M Lennon

A true artist with words

And your emotions that I have stirred

As one thought leads to the next

You sit there to wonder and regret 

Did I put on my best 

But now it is me they lay to rest 

So in my death 

You begin to wonder 

What would have been said next

Wrote

Wrote

By John M Lennon

Depicting every note 

Wondering what words

Could be wrote 

But it is here I choked 

On the words I should have spoke 

Now living in what hurt's the most 

Because it's my heart that has been broke

With these the last few words

I will have wrote

A Lasting Salute

A Lasting Salute 

By John M. Lennon

A salute too you 

For all that you do

Here nothing more true

Then the pride you have held on too 

With courage under fire

Standing for what we all desire

So now with our flag flying at half mast

I stand here saluting the courage of your path

And thanking you for every moment for which I am at

Because it was you that gave everything 

To make this forever last

By My Side

By My Side

By John M Lennon

When I look up at the sky,

All I see is you in my eyes.

Can't have you by my side,

I just wish I knew why.

You went away too fast,

But I still remember your laugh.

And that is why I cry,

When you are not…

By my side

Everything I Thought

Everything I Thought

By John M Lennon

Words there are not enough 

This is something I felt only through your touch

Now for our love to mean so much more 

I have to be the one to endure 

Seeing you laying on the bedroom floor 

Not breathing one breath more

Taking away everything I thought we had in store 

All because you thought I didn't love you anymore

Now pumping on your chest covered in a bloody mess

I only feel the regret 

Of not showing you more of my love I guess

Facing Tomorrow

Facing Tomorrow

By John M Lennon

With each tear that rolls down my face

It's still you that can not be replaced 

So it's here I sit and wait

Knowing it is tomorrow I have to face

But to start the day without your embrace

It's really fear that I have to face

Holding You Tonight

Holding You Tonight

By John M Lennon

The grind of everyday life. 

But I want you to know I still love you each night.  

So it's forever I hold you tight, 

Knowing nothing could be this right.  

So even though… I might not always let it show, 

Tonight I want you to know. 

It's you I adore… 

And will love for a million nights more. 

Last Thing Wrote

Last Thing Wrote 

By John M Lennon

Suicide note 

Last thing wrote

My words of what I wish are your hope 

But it's here the last things I wrote

Because I no longer held you close 

But it's the words 

I love you that have meant the most

Now as I close this letter 

I want you to know 

It's my pillow as you... 

As I take this last moment too choke

Because of the words I just wrote

Kiss And A Hug

Kiss And A Hug 

by John M Lennon

Something more for you 

This is what I could no longer do

Seeing every wall I ran into 

When it has been every mountain I climbed for you 

Here I am in a lonely valley of truth 

Wishing I could be next to you 

But one hundred miles more than I could do 

I'm no longer with you 

Still there's a love I want to prove is true 

But no longer for me or you 

I send my love 

And this last letter 

With a final kiss and a hug

Missing Today

Missing Today

By John M Lennon

I have said everything that can be said, 

So the Lord has carried me off to bed

This is my final resting place 

So it's here that I wait

Always with a kiss and a hug, 

But now it's through one anothers love

Forget the days of pain 

And know that there are no more days with rain

For sunshine has filled my days 

And the Lord has taken all my pain away

So it's here that I wait for you today, 

And nothing can take that away

Stirred

Stirred

By John M Lennon

A talent with words

But it's my emotions that are stirred

Now wrapped around…

Every thought that's profound

I see myself falling down

Trying to pick myself up off the ground

In this new place I have found

As I turn to look around

It's your hand reaching down

So now it's on your shoulder I can be found

Letting go of everything that's got me down 

Thankful

Thankful 

By John M Lennon

My words have set me free 

Being all I can be

But it's here alone I stand

Trying to figure out what steps are right 

To become a man

Because it was always without your helping hand

But I now see where I am 

And I am thankful, that God dealt me this hand

Because it's here I stand 

A man thankful for all I am 

That Guy

That Guy 

by John M Lennon

That guy 

I want to be that guy for you 

The one you open your heart too

But it's me without a clue

Trying to figure out what to do 

As I stumble over everything I thought I knew

But it's as I look at you 

Something so true

I just wish you knew

Because then you would know

I love you too

That Much More

That Much More

By John M Lennon 

One hundred times more 

Then the lifetime we have in store

Still with you the only woman I could love or adore

It's with every moment I wish for more

Just so I can love you that much more

This Note

This Note

By John M Lennon

With each tear my pillow soaks up

It's one more word from you that chokes me up

So as I read this note

I remember holding you close

And now the words I should have spoke 

Are the ones that I have wrote

Still wishing it was you I got to hold close

Because to me you meant the most 

But now it's only this pillow and this note

Washed Away

Washed Away

by John M. Lennon

Washed away with each drop of rain today, 

Still in loneliness I lay

All because the pain... of that,

Your last day

What more can I say

You left me in the selfishness of your ways

So here I am today 

Trying to follow your path 

And the darkness in which you left me,

That day

Forever Today

Forever Today

Cold to the touch 

But I never felt so much 

You went away on that day 

Now I see you resting forever... 

Today 

Sad to say goodbye 

And as I let go... 

I cry

My Thanks

My Thanks

 by John M. Lennon

With our flag flying in the air

It's at every flicker and snap 

I stare

Knowing the life's lost 

For me to be standing right here

Now with a tear rolling down my face

It's you again 

I have to thank

Darkened Mind

Darkened Mind 

By John M Lennon

Darkness in this poets mind

With every word that's wrote you'll hear a rhyme 

But it's not about that this time 

It's about the pain that is shed, with every word I've said 

But there's still a whisper in my head

Knowing there are words that have been left unsaid 

So as you take a moment to read this note

Put yourself in this place 

Were these last few words have been wrote

And you will see the darkness that hurts the most

As I walk away with this the last thing to say

But I didn't today, so you can see the darkness 

In which I now lay

Darkness

Darkness 

By John M Lennon

To sit and write about this darkness in my life

Never able to say goodnight

Because I know I am your last beacon of light

And without me what would guide you right,

For the rest of your life

So it's just about the darkness I write

Because that's one way I know how to fight

And never give into this darkness that has become my life

Growing Old

Growing Old 

By John M Lennon

A beautiful autumn glow

As the trees turn to a gold 

Snow falling so slow 

Seeing the flickering in your eyes 

Love now has a reason why 

Growing old 

Every word is for you 

But you never knew why

Here alone but only to ask 

Is this the life you dreamed about in the past 

And have I gave you every thing 

You could have ever asked 

As it is the goal I set out to pass 

To make this love forever last 

Just Words

Just Words 

By John M Lennon

To the artless deaf and blind

Thinking one word will lead too another 

And start to rhyme

It's here I poured out my heart with time 

Showing you it is a art with words, 

That my pain has become divine

Set as shadow's 

Darkness in my mind

Only able to read 

What I have wrote this time

And not really able to see 

The pain with each tear of mine

And you think it is just words that I rhyme

Lost In Time

Lost In Time

By John M Lennon

The words I write

Trying to out live my life

Thoughts imprinted in time

One last rhyme, for all of time 

But whispering I die 

Words falling onto the deaf ears of the blind 

So as these words are now just a thought... 

Lost in time 

I have no way to out live 

what I have made mine 

Loving Goodnight

Loving Goodnight

By John M. Lennon

Writings about my life

And the darkness there was each night

Then I saw the twinkle in your eye's 

The only star...

In my dark night sky 

Thanking the good lord as I pray

Knowing he has blessed me today

It's with you, by my side

A beautiful wife

Up holding the promise I made that day

Forever getting to hold you tight

Now turning to you I say

I love you and goodnight

More Than Time

More Than Time

By John M. Lennon

Frozen in time 

These tears are mine

With each word to do more than rhyme 

I want you to feel the pain 

From which I have learned to shine

Now looking back to unwind 

Seeing that I have made this mine 

And it was with each moment 

Even if it was from the shadow's I had to shine

Just know I will do more next time

To help you from the cold

From which I have learned to climb

On this new mountain I have made mine

Now willing to share all the sunshine

Just so you know 

It is here for you all of the time