Monday, November 28, 2011

Knowing It's You


Knowing It's You 

By John M Lennon

Words with which I write
Thinking about you 
The love of my life
So even if it's cold and grey 
You are the warmth and brightness of my day
So it's when I kiss and hold you tight 
Know it's you I'm going to love for the rest of my life 

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Coming True


Coming True 

By John M Lennon

The simple happiness that is you 
Every word that my heart holds on too
Feelings of love coming true
This is every moment as I think of you 
So even if it's not tonight  that I get to kiss and hold you tight 
I want you too know it's still thoughts of you that make me glow
And it's as I stare at pictures of you, memories held and
Wishes that have come true 

Saturday, November 26, 2011

By You


By You 

By John M Lennon

Each smile and kiss
Every moment wanting more of this 
So it's as I hug and hold you tight 
A warmth and brightness brought to my life 
By you the one I want to love for the rest of my life

Friday, November 25, 2011

Looking Your Way


Looking Your Way 

By John M Lennon

Thinking of you today 
Each word associated with you makes me smile this way
So here we are today, with laughter and smiles as we play 
A new brightness brought to my day 
Ever since I looked your way

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Moving On


Moving On 

By John M Lennon

Washing of the tide
Each word I heard you lie 
Now to look back I see the games played that we never got past 
Now to each word my heart responds with a no 
So on this day I finally let you go  
Sitting wondering which way it could have gone 
Now it's just both of us moving on 

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Wanting More


Wanting More 

By John M Lennon

Morning noon and night 
Each moment thoughts of holding you tight 
So with every passing moment I want more 
Holding you the one I adore 
Wishing for so much more 

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

All Back


All Back 

By John M Lennon

My last sip of strength today 
Wondering if I will ever miss tomorrow 
If it ever doesn't come my way 
And now as the tears build up 
I finally see all the regret 
Angered inside 
Living a life filled with lies 
Now to take each one back 
You all will see where I laid last
As in my death I have taken it all back 


Been About


Been About 

By John M Lennon

Words to flow with time 
Each one accompanied by heart break this time
Now to let it all out 
It's at the top of my lungs I shout 
But still unable to get it all out 
Because no word can describe, 
What this heartache has been about 

Monday, November 21, 2011

My Falling Heart


My Falling Heart 

By John M Lennon

Each beat that pounds 
It's my heart for you and the love that surrounds
So every wink and smile 
Every laugh that stretches a mile 
Know it's for you every second of my day
Every smile and look your way 
That my heart is falling for you in every way

Reflect


Reflect

By John M Lennon

Anyone 
Anywhere
It's just me right here
It's each word I speak 
Each breath I breathe 
And every moment that passes me 
But in this I reflect 
Seeing everything is still in front of me 

Remembering My Past


Remembering My Past 

By John M Lennon

Words to escape my mind 
Now found on paper, but once lost in time
So as you look back 
See where I once was at 
Remember I had a few laughs 
And time to reflect and look back 
Now these are the moments you are at 
Remembering my past 

Sunday, November 20, 2011

That Day


That Day 

By John M Lennon

Fear of the forgotten 
As it's a clouded memory of the past 
Remembering only the times we would laugh 
But as I ponder in the heart break of today
What words are left to say 
As it was each one that struck with pain that day

Too Me


Too Me 

By John M Lennon

An old road that leads to no where
But it's as I stand right here
My mind goes clear 
I breathe in the freshness of the day
The sound of the birds chirping as they play 
The wind in the trees 
Blowing away all my cares and needs 
Counting the stars, as I bleed 
As you all wonder what happened too me 

Saturday, November 19, 2011

To Follow

To Follow 

By John M Lennon

Words written in stone not sand
So you don't forget who I am 
Followed as I led, each step took headed towards my plan 
And as you ask be about tomorrow, I just led and you followed 
Now knowing the triumph of a day 
It was each step we took this way 


Each Other

Each Other 

By John M Lennon

Once a moment in time 
Now just a past memory of mine 
Words to bring back the smile that made you shine 
Every heart beat and word shared 
Only needing to stare into each others eyes 
As we washed away all of each others fears
Because we always knew the other was there 

Friday, November 18, 2011

Really Want


Really Want 

By John M Lennon

A new song wrote 
A new story told 
All this hurt still feels old 
Retracing the steps 
Only words of hurt are left 
Actions i've seen before, just don't mean as much anymore
Now to take a look deep inside 
I question life 
And if you are the one I really want by my side

Wrote For You


Wrote For You 

By John M Lennon

Transcribed tonight
The words that breathe me life
Within my own mind I fight 
All you can see is the master pieces, 
That seem to paint my life 
But it's an evil pain within 
A nightmare with no end 
But for you it's the turning of the page, 
That lets you escape the rage
So with this you are never really able to see my day
But it's this book I wrote for you 

The Feeling

The Feeling 

By John M Lennon

Words to ring true 
Every moment as I think of you 
Held tonight 
Waking in the morning light 
No words just the feeling of right 

You And Me

You And Me

By John M Lennon

A warm memory when
In each others arms once again
But this is a dream to me
A future I can no longer see 
Running from a fear of loneliness
Each step reminds me of how cold it all can get
Without you right next to me
So it's each word I live and breath 
Trying to get back to where I need to be 
But it is a struggle if there is no you and me 

Thursday, November 17, 2011

A Little Game

A Little Game 

By John M Lennon

Tears I'm crying 
Every word I hear you are lying 
Pillow soaked in pain 
Wrinkled dried still the same 
Your actions now make the words remain
Lost drowning, feared insane 
All because you wanted to play a little game 

My End

My End

By John M Lennon

A glimpse of me 
With each word you read
But look deeper within 
And see the pain I bleed 
It pours out 
But all you can see is art 
But it is more to me 
It's a dark night I fight 
It's a shoulder that I use to be able to cry on 
But the demons deep within 
Chased you away and made this my end

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Always With You

Always With You

By John M Lennon

Your smile 
Your laugh
Moments in time I never want to move past
So now as it's in your arms I relax
Thinking of the next thing to say
But it's the silence that says something more today
And it's in that comfort with you 
I will always want to lay

Another Way

Another Way 

By John M Lennon

A good morning, with the words I write 
Holding you tight as I wake in the morning light 
Now no day can be complete
Unless it's with you I get to fall asleep
So as I hold you tight all through the night 
Wishes are made, to the Lord I pray 
Just so I can have another day 
So I can show my love in another way

More Then A Friend

More Then A Friend 

By John M Lennon

Creatively gifted mind
Struggles that in which you find words to rhyme 
Now with the time to step back 
Looking at the times that have gone by too fast 
These words are the memories to make our laughter last
So it's times remembered when, wishing it was back then 
Things I know we would do again 
This is why I can call you more then a friend 
You are my best bud to the end

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Falling Apart

Falling Apart 

By John M Lennon

You say too good to be true
I question if I am good enough for you 
But now each question is asked 
I can see we where truly meant to last 
So now as I show you my whole heart 
Even the darkest of the dark 
You are able to shed light on each part 
Even the parts that have pulled me apart 
And that is the peace that will always calm me 
When it gets dark and it is in your arms I fall apart 

Your Best

Your Best 

By John M Lennon

Words that will bring me rest and peace
A sorry that will bring you to your knees 
Looking upon me as I rest 
Thinking the Lord took me at my best 
But it is here he has put you to the test 
Rising above the rest 
Becoming the man we all have seen 
But it was with this test you gave life your best 
And now it is you that can lead the rest 

Monday, November 14, 2011

Cold Within

Cold Within

By John M Lennon

A heart with no home 
Every beat to go unanswered as I am alone 
Awaiting your open arms 
The only place I've ever known as home 
But to far away as I pushed you too far today
As it is in loneliness I lay 
Wishing for the sun to warm my skin 
Just so I can feel more then the cold that is within 

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Getting Past

Getting Past 

By John M Lennon

A profound thought thrown at the wall
Now these words that mean so much more 
Are scattered on the ground
And it is every thought that kicks them around
So to pick up the puzzle pieces of the past 
Are these really just words 
Or are they feelings that we will never get past

Warmth Of My Pain

Warmth Of My Pain

By John M Lennon

A thought provoked 
As you read my art and choked 
A cry whispered in shame 
Wishing to take back that day
But now more then a million miles away
As I look down upon you I cry
In the middle of summer 
So you can feel the warmth of my pain 
Now knowing that each one of my tears will stain 
Will you ever be able to look at yourself the same 

Piled Around

Piled Around

By John M Lennon

On paper it shows
But look into my eyes and you would never know 
A fear and rage deep within 
Setting it free
Time now passes me 
Buried in these books that are piled around me 
It's an insulation, so that you can not see 
The pain that truly haunt's me 


Saturday, November 12, 2011

Weak Within

Weak Within 

By John M Lennon

Component's of my heart
A deep darkness that lays apart 
Cast by shadows of my past 
Words said never taken back 
Beatings I was put through 
A pain you never saw, never knew 
But here I am still in front of you 
Standing with these words still held true
Sharing a pain deep within 
A tough skin but still weak within
Thinking you knew what it all has been 
You questioned who I truly am 
Now seeing our end 
Did you really think I would live that life again


Friday, November 11, 2011

Tonight

Tonight

By John M Lennon

Times remembered when 
Holding you close 
With words my mind fights
Fearing the tears of each night 
Memories to come and go 
But it is you I will never be able to hold 
A mother's touch 
A child's tear 
Lost times in pain with the tears I cry 
Just wishing it was in your arms I could lie 
Wiping away the pain that floods my life 
But you are out of my reach tonight 


Wonderful Life

Wonderful Life 

By John M Lennon

Eyes reopened wide
Looking into the light not wanting to die
Words of encouragement and reasons why
Holding your hand while you are by my side
Every reason wished upon to keep me alive 
So as I find the strength that is you 
My new guiding light 
A helping hand to help me fight 
These are the reasons I am still here tonight 
And I thank you for sharing your might
As now I have a second chance at this wonderful life 

Lucky Guy

Lucky Guy 

By John M Lennon

Left wanting more
One more Kiss 
One more look into your eyes
One more wish
Knowing I could never have enough 
Enough of the sweetness, that is this 
So it is every kiss that is missed 
The seconds that I get to hold you tight 
Mornings when I wake with you by my side 
I just wonder how did I become such a lucky guy 

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Next To You

Next To You 

By John M Lennon

Holding you close 
On each word my mind chokes 
The butterflies to help me float away 
No ups and downs today 
It's just a love for you that got me this high 
Each word, smile and look your way 
Things that brighten my day 
So know no day is complete 
Unless it's next to you I get to fall asleep

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

The Rest Of My Days

The Rest Of My Days

By John M Lennon

Words to come and go 
Actions to prove them true 
A love out lasting, through and through 
All this felt the first time I held on to you 
Now it is each day every step along the way
Thoughts of you to fill my day 
Every smile as I think of you as we lay 
Wishing for nothing more but to have you each day
And every step for the rest of my way

Wrapped Around

Wrapped Around 

By John M Lennon

A lingering thought as I stare 
Every word for you as I cross my heart and swear 
Giving you all the love, that you make me feel
Words to rattle around 
Every feeling as I have been picked up off the ground 
Now in your arms I can be found 
In the love that you have me wrapped around 

Our Best

Our Best 

By John M Lennon

Every word to ring true 
Every word I am singing for you
Here more then I can do 
Proving a never ending love 
Found and forged it's me and you
Conquering each day 
Every challenge that stands in our way
So knowing it is with you I get through it best
And every night you will lay your head on my chest
A love that I will not soon forget 
As it is every day we make it our best

Our Goodbye

Our Goodbye

By John M Lennon

Thoughts and memories to unwind
Looking back missing you and even more your time 
Words on your shoulder I use to cry 
Now it's as I look to the sky and ask why 
Walked away without a hug that day 
What can I give to forgive myself for that day
Each day and night 
Thoughts of you and what I lost with your goodbye 
Wishing for just a hug as that could have at least been... 
Our goodbye

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Becoming That Guy

Becoming That Guy 

By John M Lennon

A gift to hug and hold you tight 
To wake to you in the morning light
Words that have been wished upon, coming true 
That is the love I have found in you 
So every whispered word 
Every smirking smile 
Every thought of you that always takes a while 
How did I become that guy 
The one in which arms you lie 

Dreamed About

Dreamed About 

By John M Lennon

Held tight 
Words whispered in your ear tonight
Each kiss sharing a passion I never want to miss
So as we plan out our tomorrow 
Each dream can't be without 
The love that is you that I have always dreamed about 

Answering Me

Answering Me 

By John M Lennon

Words whispered in the dark 
Your warmth against me as I fall apart 
Filling a hole inside 
My heart begins to beat 
You holding me close 
A weakness that brings me to my knees 
Every word as I ask, beg and plead 
Your forgiveness is what I need 
So Lord please answer me 
Showing me your light 
Guide me into your arms and your heart tonight

Monday, November 7, 2011

My Brother

My Brother 

By John M Lennon

Moments never forgot 
Even if you are the one I lost 
Holding on to what was true 
A never ending friendship 
A brother through and through 
Now when I look back I remember your laugh 
A smile and embrace to the new days I face 
But I still feel your love shining down from above 
So with your guidance 
I meet the day with a strength to rise above 
Feeling your brotherly love 

Better Life

Better Life 

By John M Lennon

How to say goodnight 
A kiss and a hug
Words that tell you of my forever lasting love
Or is it just holding you tight each and every night 
I look at the endless possibilitys of our life 
Knowing it will always be you I get to hold at night 
Every word I get to whisper to you as we say goodnight
Countless times more as you are now my wife
Looking back at our life I could not have planned for a better life 

Explaining Why

Explaining Why

By John M Lennon

A night to come and go 
Holding on to you left me with this glow
How can I return this to you 
How can I prove it is true
It's with every action and word I will try
And you are every thought when I close my eyes 
Every star I wished upon in the sky 
Sitting here tongue tied 
Wishing I could explain why

In Store

In Store 

By John M Lennon

Nights to come and go 
Holding on to you I let go 
Now the pain and anger that ripped me inside 
Has been filled with a love that makes me feel alive
So it's as I hold you each night 
Every kiss and hug as we unite 
Holding on to something more 
The one true love that I knew the Lord always had in store 

Loving Goodnight

Loving Goodnight

By John M Lennon

Words waited to be whispered 
holding you close no longer in fear 
Every word to ring true 
Every word for you 
So as it is each night, we hold each other tight 
I dream of the day you become my wife
Every part of my life
Now tucked into bed I get to say I love you and goodnight 

Never Letting Go

Never Letting Go 

By John M Lennon

Words whisper in truth 
Words whispered for you 
Holding you something I never knew
But now as it is me and you 
A new love formed 
Every kiss and hug cherished 
Because it shows a love I never want to let go of 

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Each Others Eyes

Each Others Eyes

By John M Lennon

Not one word spoke 
Just each others eyes 
As we held each other close
A deepness between 
Things to never be seen 
As it's on each other we lean 
Seeing the love there is between 
A passion I never want to lose 

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Morning Light

Morning Light
By John M Lennon
In love tonight
But I never saw it till I held you tight
So it's here just right
As I kiss you goodnight
I see the perfect life 
And that's why I don't want to let go in the morning light

My Last Breath

My Last Breath 
By John M Lennon
Too many days without rest
But it's your love I want to feel next
So in your arms is the best
Because it's there I feel I can rest
So as you take away my breath 
It's each moment that's next
As I lay my head on your chest 
I feel a new love as we connect
And that's what's taken away my last breath

The What If's

The What If's 

By John M Lennon

What if
What if I was no longer here to kiss 
Would you forget that I ever breathed one breath
What if I was only here as a gift 
What if I was lost as you tried to forget 
And once again what if it was the end 
Would you be the one to hold me, 
And let me let it all out
What if I was gone and you truly had to miss me 
Would you ever really care or would you just move on