Here To Stay

Here To Stay 

By John M Lennon

Love me or leave me

This is the fear I face

But it's with you every step of the way

I feel it today

Even though it's words you can't say

I see it in your eyes as I say

I can't live without you for another day

And it's in my arms I want you to stay

Because it's you I love in every way

And this is the promise I make to you today

So know I will be there for you in every way

Because you are my every thing today

And this love is something that will never fade away

Beauty Today

Beauty Today

By John M Lennon

Drifting away

You stole my heart and my breath away

Not one word I could say

Will tell you the warmth I felt today

As it was into your eyes I looked to stay

Just as you are in my heart in every way

Now not one moment without you

As it is your beauty I dreamt of all day

One More Word

One More Word 

By John M Lennon

What more to say 

I just want one more word today

So as it's in front of all of you I stand

Hear the last words from that of which I am  

And try to see there was a plan

But I am walking away

Being who I am 

Only Reason Why

Only Reason Why

By John M Lennon

With every word to pass by    

One last one    

And the only reason why    

Set alone to die    

This will be the last time I cry    

Looking into the light     

Embracing something I will not fight     

Taking my angels hand     

Looking back to say goodnight    

With my life fading into the bright      

When all you wanted was my warmth    

Holding you close and tight    

Leaving you in the darkness    

Which use to be my life    

So now it's you that turns old   

In a bed that is cold      

Seeing the darkness unfold    

Only then do you see this light    

Every reason I would not fight    

Now following my life    

You see this is the only reason tonight    

Within

Within

By John M Lennon

Deep in thought 

Within each moment I am lost 

Untouched but heard

Every meaning of these, my last few words 

Vision fading, to a blur

Never feeling so close

Too my own end 

But it's here I lost the most

And it is all from within 

Knowing

Knowing 

By John M Lennon

One more night to be past

This here is my final act 

Sitting back to relax

I remember all the times I have cried...

And laughed 

Not knowing where my life was at

So as I look back 

Knowing I have lost every thing 

That was meant to last

Walked Away

Walked Away

By John M Lennon

With this glass half full 

I see the whole world as cruel

And another drop today

Fills it more this way

As it's here I lay

Blood stains to say

Fuck it 

Because now I have walked away

Watchful Eye

Watchful Eye 

By John M. Lennon

The saga to which is my life

But not wanting it to end tonight

So I am holding on tight 

Know I am fighting with all of my might

But the Lord sees it in a better light 

That's why he is taking me tonight

With you as my last sight, I say goodnight

Easing in for the journey of my life

With pain no longer in my way 

I see him guiding me today

Knowing that I am on my way to look over you 

The rest of the way

Nightmare

Nightmare

By John M Lennon

Blood to stain 

In this new low I have shame

Cut so deep it's here I sleep 

Now resting in what you think is peace 

But it's an endless nightmare

And with no one to speak

I thought I was running 

To find my peace

But here I am alone and weak

In an endless sleep 

Every Kiss

Every Kiss 

By John M Lennon

Lost with no fight

I used all my might

Holding on to you so tight

But as my grip slipped

It's every word I missed

But still nothing more than I could miss

Holding you close and every kiss

Passing By

Passing By

By John M Lennon

With every crikle and crack

Seeing the river roll on past 

Peaceful right where I am at

It's here I come to relax

And see a beauty 

That the whole world seems to let pass

Asleep

Asleep 

By John M Lennon

Pictures wrote right

Every word to describe my life tonight

So as you hear a bloody screech 

Know it's one last word I wish I could speak

But now I am too weak

So in loneliness I fall asleep

Slipping

Slipping 

By John M Lennon

To drink this pain away

With each sip a slurred word to say

But it's this handle I hold tight

So it doesn't slip away

Like you did that day

Games

Games 

By John M. Lennon

I sit and I think 

I close my eyes and I cry

Darkness brings the pain

Never able to think the same 

Lost within the pain 

Knowing this is your game 

To leave me with all the blame 

How am I to maintain

Lost not knowing the rules

Even if I am the pawn 

To all of your games

Never Been Told

Never Been Told 

By John M Lennon

Only the truth can be told

Through these pages that are woren and have holes

No longer is it the stories that have been told

Even though you have heard it a million times 

It's here the pages

You can't flip any more

You see the story that you've never really been told 

I Know

I Know 

By John M Lennon

One more night to pass 

This here is my final act 

Sitting back to relax

I remember all the times I have cried...

And laughed 

Not knowing where my life was at

So as I look back 

I know I lost every thing 

That was meant to last

Lost In

Lost In 

By John M Lennon

Something sweet 

It's holding you while we sleep

But now awake 

It's with every touch of your soft skin

And the beauty I see within

With every blink I begin

To see the happiness which I am in

And it all started with the words for you 

I am lost in

Our Next Step

Our Next Step

By John M Lennon

Puzzled in my life

Till you walked in that night

Each action making us become more

And as we snuggled 

Learning it was you I would always adore

And now with you 

The love I live my life for 

Inspiring every word

But no longer with words 

It's my actions you observe

With my religious right, tonight 

You become my wife

With no words to regret

And my actions to take away your breath

It's right here I set 

The bar I want to clear next

So for our future I say it best

Because it's for your love I wished and prayed

With every heart beat and breath 

And you giving it all back with your love 

And your hand that I hold as we take this our next step 

Blind Eye

Blind Eye 

By John M Lennon

Memories of when 

But thats when we began 

Now it's each day and every step along the way 

Light to be shed on things we forgot about in the end 

So it's every blind eye

Each tear I cry 

And every endless night 

I thought about you with each breath of this my only life 

That I've wasted trying to be the one to always hold you tight 

Stacked Against

Stacked Against

By John M Lennon

Pain fought each day

More at night 

Only dreams to pass the time 

Arguments pass again through my mind 

Dwelling on each word as our last 

Seeing it was against me the deck was stacked 

And I know I won't be the last

Shown

Shown

By John M Lennon

Walking alone into the unknown

To far from home

It is here I have grown 

Facing my fears 

Now shown

What it truly means to be alone

In My Eyes

In My Eyes

By John M Lennon

To see the world through my eyes 

It's through these tears I cry

Blurring as I die

Leaving you to wonder why

No longer from my eyes 

Because it's no longer my stories

As tonight I say goodbye 

And leave you as 

True love in my eyes

Within

Within

By John M Lennon

Deep in thought 

Within each moment I am lost 

Untouched but heard

Every meaning of these, my last few words 

Vision fading, to a blur

Never feeling so close

Too my own end 

But it's here I lost the most

And it is all from within 

This Is Why

This Is Why

By John M Lennon

A final note wrote

A goodbye as I choke

For you every word that has been wrote

Knowing it was about you I thought the most

And that is why 

This goodbye hurts the most

Last Thing Wrote

Last Thing Wrote 

By John M Lennon

Suicide note 

Last thing wrote

My words of what I wish are your hope 

But it's here the last things I wrote

Because I no longer held you close 

But it's the words 

I love you that have meant the most

Now as I close this letter 

I want you to know 

It's my pillow as you... 

As I take this last moment too choke

Because of the words I just wrote

Hope

Hope 

By John M Lennon

A blank page in my book

Something about it 

More then any word I could have ever spoke

And it's from this I wrote

Because once again I had hope

Washed Away

Washed Away

by John M. Lennon

Washed away with each drop of rain today, 

Still in loneliness I lay

All because the pain... of that,

Your last day

What more can I say

You left me in the selfishness of your ways

So here I am today 

Trying to follow your path 

And the darkness in which you left me,

That day

Praying to Part

Praying to Part

By John M Lennon

To shoot the pain away 

Do you know what I saw on that day 

Your pain was washed away 

But then fear rushed my way 

The world just walked away 

In a coma you lay 

Here today I pray 

For the Lord to take you away 

Because no pain could be more then what I saw you endure 

So please let him take you away 

Because it’s too much pain for me today

Thankful

Thankful 

By John M Lennon

My words have set me free 

Being all I can be

But it's here alone I stand

Trying to figure out what steps are right 

To become a man

Because it was always without your helping hand

But I now see where I am 

And I am thankful that 

God dealt me this hand

Because it's here I stand 

A man thankful for all I am 

Never Before

Never Before

By John M Lennon

The bitterness of the sweet 

Every word is for you that I speak

Falling for something more

Because you are the one that I adore

But it's here I don't know anymore

Because I have never been in love like this before

Last Words

Last Words

By John M Lennon

My last words to put you to rest

Now my love for you has been put to the test

But it's something that will never rest

Because it was you that took away my breath

And I felt it with every heart beat and step

So I will love you till my death

And soon it will be next to you

They lay me to rest 

My Only High

My Only High

by John M Lennon

Engine revved high

As I drop the clutch I begin to fly

Catching my only high as I drift by 

With a cloud of smoke now in the sky 

It's right here I know why

The adrenaline is what gets me high

And it's at a hundred and fifty that you see why

And it was all in the blink of an eye

Everything I Thought

Everything I Thought

By John M Lennon

Words there are not enough 

This is something I felt only through your touch

Now for our love to mean so much more 

I have to be the one to endure 

Seeing you laying on the bedroom floor 

Not breathing one breath more

Taking away everything I thought we had in store 

All because you thought I didn't love you anymore

Now pumping on your chest covered in a bloody mess

I only feel the regret 

Of not showing you more of my love I guess

Upon Me

Upon Me 

By John M Lennon

Out over the ridge 

Looking at the world as if I was a kid

Knowing one more step, will put me where I wish to be

Because it's no longer you and me 

Folding buckling at the knee's

I finally see, I bought this upon me 

My Way

My Way 

By John M Lennon

Bleeding away

Only one thought for the day 

In a bottle I hide 

So that the pain fades away

With each day longer 

And every thought of you that hurts this way

But now today 

I see what I have lost 

Doing this, my way

Now all I want to say

Is I am sorry as I walk away

With this my last bottle 

And ending it all today

Life’s Test

Life’s Test

By John M Lennon 

Gazing upon you as you rest 

Hearing every heart beat and breath 

Wondering what life brings to us next 

Knowing everyday is a test 

But it's with your love I get through it best

Washed Away

Washed Away

by John M. Lennon

Washed away with each drop of rain today, 

Still in loneliness I lay

All because the pain... of that,

Your last day

What more can I say

You left me in the selfishness of your ways

So here I am today 

Trying to follow your path 

And the darkness in which you left me,

That day

Snap Shots

Snap Shots 

by John M Lennon

Snap shots of a open heart

This is where our love will start

And with every mile and minute more

You will be the woman I love and adore

All with a life time more

So with every kiss and hug

Feel this forever lasting love

Beaten

Beaten 

By John M Lennon

A last breath on which to bet 

Here one hundred is all that is left 

Now taken by the house 

Even more down then out 

Every word as I shout

Just so you can hear what I am really about 

This Note

This Note

By John M Lennon

With each tear my pillow soaks up

It's one more word from you that chokes me up

So as I read this note

I remember holding you close

And now the words I should have spoke 

Are the ones that I have now wrote

Still wishing it was you I got to hold close

Because to me you meant the most 

But now it's only this pillow and this note

Final Cost

Final Cost

By John M. Lennon

With every drip and drop

Memories of what I've lost

Now with my pulse slowing...

From the loss

I can see what your love finally cost

For Forgiveness

For Forgiveness 

By John M Lennon

Gun held tight

As I whisper goodnight

Pulling from my past

Now for,

Forgiveness is what I ask

But tonight I held back

Because I saw the love in your eyes as you past

And I could never let our time pass

This fast

Facing Tomorrow

Facing Tomorrow

By John M Lennon

With each tear that rolls down my face

It's still you that can not be replaced 

So it's here I sit and wait

Knowing it is tomorrow I have to face

But to start the day without your embrace

It's really fear that I have to face

Lessons

Lessons 

By John M Lennon

In a timeless, Time 

Each word echoed in the dark 

Demons cast in the shadows of my past 

It's for every moment I've fought to outlast 

But you questioned my strength as a man

Even as it was day and night I would stand 

Now all you want to be is back  

But it's lessons from my past 

That say I can never truly take you back 

Holding On To You

Holding On To You 

By John M Lennon

Words of anger turn to pain 

A double edge sword you can't take away

Seeing all the cuts I've moved past 

But this ones to deep to outlast 

Now as my pain soaks into the earth 

Words are scribbled with hurt 

Frightened by the light 

With my last sights set on you 

Saying I love you 

It's goodnight as I wish I was holding on to you 

My Best

My Best

By John M Lennon

Rain soaked night 

My tears are hidden as I fight 

A demon cast inside 

Words of pain, all that I can cry 

But as they fall on the ears of the deaf 

I live through my one and only regret 

That is not giving you my all 

At my best 

Dark night

Dark night

By John M Lennon

Shadows cast through the window as I stare 

Dark motionless night 

My minds rattled with thoughts of fright 

Alone I've been left to fight

No light at the end 

This is how deep I've climbed 

Alone without a friend 

But it's every word I've held on too 

That now has come true

It's as I realize they're true 

Once again I'm standing right next to you 

My Life

My Life 

By John M Lennon

A moonless night

Realizing it to be true 

It is me alone 

When it use to be next to you 

A frightful feeling I use to fight 

But now I embrace it,

As I see it is my life 

Land Of The Free

Land Of The Free

By John m Lennon

More then heroes to me
It's because you of
Our flag flies, standing for freedom
And it is with pride each tear I cry
Wanting to thank you each day
But nothing means as much
As what you have given too me, for this day
So I salute you as you stand
Thankful for each soldier, woman or man
Giving more then your fair share to this fight
And it is here that we unite
Thanking you for the chance to truly be free
All that you have given to me
And this great country and land of the free