My Light

My Light  

By John M Lennon

Taking your hand and heart  

Asking you to fellow me to where I am 

Now kneeling, I stand 

Asking you too forever take my hand 

So with every step of my life

I know I have you my light 

In this darkness we all call life

Too Only Cry

Too Only Cry

By John M Lennon

So many things to be said 

But it is tonight I put a bullet to my head

So as you read this note 

With all the words I wish I could have spoke

I want you to know it is you I have loved the most

But this is the only way I could end this note 

As it was wrote it has been on every word I would choked

Knowing too you I am the light in the sky 

The only reason why

But it's tonight I walked away without a real reason as too why

And without my words you now can only cry

Memories Of Us

Memories Of Us

By John M Lennon

Defeated I am lost

Figuring out the final cost

With every tear drop I have fought

Something more then you, That I lost

So laying on the ground

In this puddle I am found

Because it is in the memories of us... 

I have now drowned

This Light Tonight

This Light Tonight

By John M Lennon

Too finally lose this fight

To go quietly into the night

It's here I say goodnight

As I walk into the light

Now knowing nothing but the warmth... 

Of this light

That has guided me here tonight

So it's safe and tight

In the Lords arm's tonight

Bleeding Heart

Bleeding Heart

By John M Lennon

Words from which I part 

Dying through this 

What you have called my art 

But only now do you see my bleeding heart 

As in the end it all has fallen a part

With the writing on the wall 

Puddled on the floor

This says something more then I could ever of said today 

It's a pain that would never go away 

But you where my strength to fight it 

And today all I saw was you walking away 

Leaving With Today

Leaving With Today

By John M. Lennon

Meant to be heard 

Without saying a word

Showing you that day

Never able to forget, 

The loneliness of your ways

Looking upon him as he's at rest

Thinking about what to say 

Thoughts of him to save you today

As you remember the words he would always say

So without a word you show 

A love for him he will never know 

As it was a tear that fell from your eye 

And that is something that no word could ever say

That's what he left with today

Better Place

 Better Place 

By John M Lennon

A artist with words 

But still I can't be heard 

Sitting here I think 

Only too draw a blank

With every tear shed

Not one word can relate 

As you are here and wait 

Just try and see me in a better place 

Cuddled

Cuddled 

By John M. Lennon

A note to say goodnight

This is when I should be holding you tight

But to far away today 

Still waking to dreams of you

As it's your scent on the pillow, which I lay

I still have something to cuddle today

Even with you half a world away

Darkened Mind

Darkened Mind 

By John M Lennon

Darkness in this poets mind

With every word that's wrote you'll hear a rhyme 

But it's not about that this time 

It's about the pain that is shed, with every word I've said 

But there's still a whisper in my head

Knowing there are words that have been left unsaid 

So as you take a moment to read this note

Put yourself in this place 

Were these last few words have been wrote

And you will see the darkness that hurts the most

As I walk away with this the last thing to say

But I didn't today, so you can see the darkness 

In which I now lay

Darkness

Darkness 

By John M Lennon

To sit and write about this darkness in my life

Never able to say goodnight

Because I know I am your last beacon of light

And without me what would guide you right,

For the rest of your life

So it's just about the darkness I write

Because that's one way I know how to fight

And never give into this darkness that has become my life

Drifting Away

Drifting Away

By John M Lennon

Sitting down to write 

Thinking about this

And what I have made of my life

Now only to say goodnight 

Wishing it was still to you, but as my beautiful wife

Now throwing it all away

With these last few words today

As it's to the good Lord I pray 

Finally walking away

Tears rolling down your face 

For once seeing the pain I caused you 

On this my final day

But knowing I loved you every step of the way

As it's on these angels wings I drift away

Final Goodnight

Final Goodnight

By John M. Lennon

Every lonely night I write 

And it's here tonight I say

Nothing feels right unless I am holding you tight

But with nothing more than my pillow tonight 

And the scent of you that would relax me to sleep each night 

I finally see the light 

So this is my final goodnight

Mean To Me

Mean To Me 

By John M Lennon

A river in the trees 

Blowing by me as I fall to my knees 

Last words to ask are please

As the sun lifts me I see 

The whole world is what you mean to me

Merry-go-round

Merry-go-round 

By John M Lennon

One last chance to say goodnight.

Fighting the darkness no one else sees me fight.

Turning around now I am upside down

When all I wish for is the right side of town

As this turned into a merry-go-round

Because all I can do is go around and around 

More Than Time

More Than Time

By John M. Lennon

Frozen in time 

These tears are mine

With each word to do more than rhyme 

I want you to feel the pain 

From which I have learned to shine

Now looking back to unwind 

Seeing that I have made this mine 

And it was with each moment 

Even if it was from the shadow's I had to shine

Just know I will do more next time

To help you from the cold

From which I have learned to climb

On this new mountain I have made mine

Now willing to share all the sunshine

Just so you know 

It is here for you all of the time 

More Then Me

More Then Me 

By John M Lennon

More then my own self worth 

It is every word to you that made me feel worse 

Trying so hard to lift myself from the dirt 

But kicked on the ground 

Found to what I am bound 

World spinning half way around 

All goes up 

But here I am still down 

Looking to be found 

My Way

My Way 

By John M Lennon

Joy brought to me today 

As I see you walking my way 

Now with words escaping my lips...

What more do I have to say 

I have already looked at you this way 

I just hope you can see what my eyes have to say

Because these words are not enough today

Real Reason

Real Reason 

By John M Lennon

Cutting through me like a knife

Wishing there was one more word I could write 

But it's here a darkness I can no longer fight 

So as I turn to say goodnight

I see it in your eyes with each tear you cry

Now to ask myself why 

As it's already to late

Seeing the real reason why

As it's alone I leave you to cry

Rumors Tonight

Rumors Tonight

By John M. Lennon

Started with words 

Creating a stir 

Rumors of what you heard 

The past to hunt you like it did before

But this I leave you with my only words

As I thought that you had already heard

But you took it as the rumors 

And never thought I had meant one word

Lost

Lost 

By John M Lennon

Will it ever really stop 

Or will more pile up with each thought 

Lost

Spinning around...

Turning each page 

Hearing what I really had to say

As I am now lost in this shallow grave 

When it was you I truly wanted to save 

Tears Today

Tears Today 

By John M Lennon

Heavens gate

In a better place I wait 

Dreaming of the past, 

As I stand here... in the only place 

Looking down

Loved ones gathered round

Saying goodbye with these last few words

Placing roses on my chest  

Slowly walking away 

I see them lowering me to stay  

Wishing I could say 

I love you 

But it all ended with a tear 

As I have forever walked away 

Today

Today 

By John M Lennon

My final kiss goodnight

And I shared it with you, 

The love of my life 

Now drifting away, as I am at peace today 

I see the clouds give way 

As I am welcomed to heaven today

Too Not See

Too Not See 

By John M Lennon

The badass I could be 

But still that is all you see

No matter how many days it has been

I will never be as angry as I had been

So nothing more then me 

The gentle giant you don't see

Without Me

Without Me 

By John M Lennon

Walking away 

With every step I pray

Here today but one more away

With one step closer to my grave

It's here I am about to lay

Thinking of what I could say 

So I did not leave you alone 

Without me in your day

Every Word

Every Word 

By John M Lennon

Heart broken dead

Every word has turned to a tear instead

Better off alone, maybe even dead

But it's here I have finally said 

Every word that you have ever read

With You

With You 

By John M Lennon

Puzzled in my life

Till you walked in that night

So with each action we become more of one 

And as we snuggle 

It's you I adore

And now with you 

The love I live my life for

Tears Of A Man

Tears Of A Man 

By John M Lennon

With each tear I cry 

You question me as a man

And I ask why?

Because I can feel the pain of a day

Or I see what was lost that day

But know it's for you today

But with more then my tears can say 

It's for you I pray

Hoping one day

You will see that it is ok

As it is as a man I stand in front of you today

With every tear that rolls down my face 

Trying to embrace the darkness you have had to face