Finally Saying Goodnight

Finally Saying Goodnight 

By John M Lennon 

Waking to another day 

Still in the darkness I lay 

No words to say, only sadness to flood my day 

Lost looking to find my way 

But I've gone to far today 

So as I pass I think of ways to say goodbye 

But no words to come out right 

I just let these tears continue to flood my life 

As I finally get to say goodnight 

Back Again

Back Again 

By John M Lennon 

Words, my window to the past 

Standing here only able to look back 

Times that have now forever past 

Letting go, always being able to look back 

A friendship forged a love I fought for 

An endless time... back when 

Memories to bring you back again 

Living the life and love of then 

But it's still only here I can stand 

Wanting you back again 

I've Cried

I've Cried 

By John M Lennon 

My rhymes just aren't the same 

Blurred words as I look through all this pain 

One to lead me past 

And then the next to pull me right back 

It's the tug of war in my mind 

Each battle lost and won 

Endless in my mind 

Blank as I wake up, tears in my eyes 

Now I know it's each word I have cried 

Live With That

Live With That 

By John M Lennon

Not a matter in your mind 

Thoughts of me to which you are blind

To the back burner I will go 

Waiting for your call even though I was the one to always show 

But as I sit here and wait 

The things I don't want to see, become so clear to me 

But I am ending that road  

As it is you now that will learn to play my way 

All is fair in love and war 

But to you I gave so much more 

As you where the only one I could love or adore 

But to you I was less then that 

Now how was I too live with that

Every Step

Every Step 

By John M Lennon 

To look at you 

Only seeing the truth in you 

A target on which my eyes are set

What words will I choose next

The ones that pull you in

Ones that never let go or show an end 

This is the love I will commit too 

The words I choose, as I held on to you 

Every test met and fought 

Never giving into a loss 

So as it is next to you today that I stand 

Remember the words I chose to say as I held you that day 

An know I will always relive that day as long as it's next to you I lay 

So it's a I love you each and every day 

And every step along the way 

All That I'm Going To Need

All That I'm Going To Need 

By John M Lennon 

What has this world become 

You as a father I was lost at step one

No guidance to lead me right 

Every swing and a miss 

No father to push me through the bitterness 

Now as I look at you, I see only what I want too 

Someone that missed out 

Even without a father, look how I turned out 

Every bump in the road made me look back and find myself alone 

But that's when I reached deep inside and found the strength that is me to survive 

So the pat on my back is to and from me the only person in my life that I'm going to need 

Looking To You

Looking To You 

By John M Lennon 

Lost at step one 

The only father I knew, a faith that has not yet grown true 

Your foot prints washed away, turning to look back 

A feeling of loneliness

Looking for you 

When it was me in doubt it was you the only one I could think about 

But on the high end of low I forgot how to look to you, on which direction to go 

So I tried to build my own road 

Bumps an cracks, they all washed out

At the top of my lungs I would scream and shout 

And even then you would answer me like I was your only son 

Setting me back on the right track 

Rough roads ahead but only if I try to conquer them on my own again