In Doubt

In Doubt 

By John M Lennon

To fight it all out 

It's with each word I shout

And with these dreams that have been filled without

Now shadows in which I have doubt

But for it to be more,  

Than what you think I am about 

With these last few words 

I will leave you without

So it's a last question for me 

What has it all been about

As it's you that will now have to shout

As you try to figure it all out

Marine

Marine 

By John M Lennon

Red white and blue

More then an oath 

Every word I've held on to 

Fighting for what, I know is true 

Eagle and globe is what I am anchored too

Freedom from within 

A wrath you will feel if you fuck with me 

And this flag that flies free 

This would be an end you can't even comprehend 

My Own

My Own 

By John M Lennon

Feeling the same ole same 

Words to remain, hurt feeling left the stains 

Pictures filled with laughter are what you try to remember today 

So you don't think about that day

But so many washed away with the tears of yesterday 

Wishing for one breath more 

So you could whisper it's you I love and adore

And that night is my only regret

Walking into my own and facing death 

Better View

Better View 

By John M Lennon

Thinking of you 

Wishing every thought would come true

Now holding on to you 

Perfect, but with a better view

So it's as we plan out our life's 

It's only each other in our eyes 

Now sharing the words with which we unite 

I say I love you forever but now as my wife

Again

Again

By John M Lennon

Every thought of my day 

The first one I had today

Holding you close 

Nervous with every word that was spoke 

But it was as I looked into your eyes 

A new comfort inside 

Words with no lies 

Looking back telling the tales of our lives 

To do it all again 

To always have you my best friend

It's to the world's end I would travel with you… 

Again

Moved On

Moved On 

By John M Lennon

Lines drawn in the sand 

You standing with your own plan 

Questions of who and what I am 

Not remembering countless times proved 

Every night I held on to you 

So it is here I stand putting together my own plan 

But with no lines drawn 

Just circles of trust and sides I would rather be on 

And that is how I have now moved on

You And Me

You And Me 

By John M Lennon

Higher then the mountain tops I have climbed 

This love for you can always out shine 

Letting the world know it is you and me

A new love that has come true 

Now it is as I hold you tight each and every night 

Dreams that use to be 

Are all coming true because of you and me 

Every Way

Every Way 

By John M Lennon

Next to you a feeling to come true

So it is every moment that we spend 

Feels like the life I want to live till the end

So it is here I ask you today

Is it next to me you will always stand

To be my everyday 

Letting me show you my love in every way

Being You

Being You   

By John M Lennon

Words crafted to flow in my mind

Each one to feel like a rhyme 

But it is not about that this time 

It is to show a pain when I was weak 

A feeling only I can reach for and beat 

But it was as I fell 

I reached out to you 

And as you pulled me back in 

I saw the love from within 

Now I am on top of the world with all I have within 

And owing a thanks to you 

For pulling me through 

So coming back to you 

Showing you I will do all I can do 

As a thanks again for being you

Through It All

Through It All 

By John M Lennon

A success over night 

Dreams to come true  

Here holding what seems to be my light  

Thoughts that wave in and out of my life

Now with the next step planned 

Do you really see who I am 

Because it is in front of all of you that I stand 

Asking for more, to show I can get through it all 

And you will be the last one I will call 

To The End

To The End 

By John M Lennon

Easy come easy go 

But you are the one I don't want to let go 

So it is here I have dropped to my knee 

Every word for you from me 

Asking you to walk with me 

So it is through thick and thin 

This love walks together too the end 

The Truth

The Truth 

By John M Lennon

The harsh reality of the truth 

Feelings to be set free

No longer you and me 

Each day to seem more like mine 

I guess this is the question I have been asking for too long of a time

Never really meant to know 

But it was today it all really showed 

Wow what a blow 

Taking it better then you could have thought I would show 

But here alone I will show how much I have grown 

New Start

New Start 

By John M Lennon

Words to hold you back 

Words to lift me from the ground 

Memories to take you back 

Memories to take me away

Thoughts of pain to get in your way

Thoughts of love to get me on my way

Lost and in dismay

Starting my new life today 

No Longer

No Longer 

By John M Lennon

A new height reached 

Words from me, only I can speak 

Touched, feeling a love I will call home 

Now this is where I belong 

Up in the sky words are at a new high 

Looking down so glad I lifted myself from so far down 

And as I look around everything is up 

When I am no longer looking down 

Wishing Upon Our Stars

Wishing Upon Our Stars

By John M Lennon

Every smile every kiss 

Thinking of you the one I miss

Waiting for the sun to go down 

So I can lay upon the ground 

Looking at the stars to remember your light 

Still wishing I was holding you tight

But here alone tonight 

I remember your words 

Your warm embrace 

The strength you installed in me 

So now it is tomorrow I can face 

Knowing in heaven one day it will be again

Your loving embrace 

And it is as I look upon our stars I see were you truly are 

This Love

This Love 

By John M Lennon

The other end of the phone 

Text words, and pictures 

New beginnings, new adventures 

Mind escaping looking better 

Far away

Yet, you and I are seeming closer 

Next to you I see it now 

This is where I like to see us found 

But it is as I whisper in your ear 

Holding you close no longer in fear 

Everything is for us my dear 

Every word, every fear but together 

We shall never part and that is how this love will start

Taking It All Back

Taking It All Back 

By John M Lennon

Games played with my own mind

Thinking I have won 

But it is here I have ran out of time 

Now looking back 

Seeing where I leave this life at

Only wishing I could take it all back 

Because then none of you would be where you are at 

You And I

You And I 

By John M Lennon

A beauty only out lasted by the night

Words that are you and me 

In my mind

Things wishing only I could see 

So it's every moment I held on too 

Trying to remember the perfect you 

But as the night will end 

I will see something more from within 

Questioning what I have gotten myself 

Ending it all

Because I see I have played this game before 

And that is where you and I will end

Still Standing

Still Standing 

By John M Lennon

Words my heart cries 

Deaf in this world without you 

A comfort long forgot 

But you are in my every thought 

Crushed by the blow of that night 

But here I stand

Wanting to hold you tight for the rest of my life

The Man I Am

The Man I Am 

By John M Lennon

Poised with a point to prove 

Every mountain top that I have climbed too

Out reached by only a few 

Still looking back it was you 

Giving me so much more to hold on too 

And as I grew to the man you see today 

It was because of all of my yesterdays 

And your guidance that led the way 

So here is my thanks for the man I am... 

The man standing in front of you, being who I am 

Last Days

Last Days 

By John M Lennon

Last days of life

Losing the will to fight 

Each tear is more then I can bare 

Deciding the last few moments I will spare 

So too ease my own pain, tonight 

I gave up and walked into the light 

Looking down upon me as I rest

What is your last regret 

Goodbye

Goodbye

By John M Lennon

Each tear shed a pain I can't get past 

Here the last things I've wrote will now forever last

Nothing to bring me back 

This is where I will forever lay at 

Everything you thought you knew 

I just made come true

But know I still love each one of you 

And this is the last thing I shall do, to hurt any of you 

So with this last tear in my eye I say…

Goodbye 

All That I Know

All That I Know 

By John M Lennon 

A warmth I've missed 

Your lips and every soft kiss 

Too have you back in my day 

The Lord showed me the way 

So as it is in front of you I stand 

See me as your man 

Because that is all I know that I am 

Without Regret

Without Regret

By John M Lennon 

Every meaning meant 

It's here you have over stepped 

Now not with one word left

It's against me you have bet

And that's why I walked away 

Without any regret

Never Rest

Never Rest 

By John M Lennon 

Inspired to write

Thinking about you tonight

The warmth of my life

Held close 

Pink ribbon in your curly hair 

Daddy's little girl 

Sweet smell, you nestled on my chest 

Wondering what life brings to us next 

As your daddy I will always do my best 

Giving more then you can ever expect 

Proof that my love for you will never rest 

Lost My Mind

Lost My Mind 

By John M Lennon 

Nestled deep inside

Words of love and laughter to my own surprise 

Cleaning of the closet that use to be mine

I learn to wash away the burdens that won't let me shine 

And it's every thought of you as I lost my mind

Lived Our Lives

Lived Our Lives 

By John M Lennon

Butterflies in my belly 

Tongue twisted tied 

Words inspired by you, no lies 

Waiting for our first kiss 

A moment I will forever cherish 

Never wanting to forget 

So as we turn 100 years old, I can tell our grand kids 

Fireworks in the sky 

Every star that lit the night, 

You had my eyes 

You the every reason why

As it was together we lived our lives 

Kiss And A Hug

Kiss And A Hug 

By John M Lennon

Something more for you 

This is what I could no longer do 

Seeing every wall I ran into 

When it should have been every mountain I climbed for you 

Here I am in a lonely valley of truth 

Wishing I could be next to you 

But one hundred miles more than I could do 

No longer with you 

Still a love I want to prove is true 

But no longer for me or you 

I send my love and this last letter 

With a final kiss and a hug 

Too show you it is you I truly love

Our Start

Our Start

By John M Lennon

To warm my heart even from a thousand miles apart 

Nothing but a perfect start 

And some would say that this is just my art 

But it's from you I never want to part 

So know that our love is more then any piece of art 

It's my master piece that we got to start

Stirred

Stirred

By John M Lennon 

A talent with words 

But it's my emotions that are stirred 

Now wrapped around... Every thought that's profound 

I see myself falling down 

Trying to pick myself up off the ground 

In this new place I have found 

As I turn to look around 

It's your hand reaching down 

So now it's on your shoulder I can be found

Letting go of what has got me down 

This Note

This Note

By John M Lennon 

With each tear my pillow soaks up 

It's one more word from you that chokes me up 

So as I read this note I remember holding you close 

And now the words I should have spoke 

Are the ones that I have wrote 

But still wishing it was you I held close 

Because to me you meant the most

Who I Am

Who Am I

By John M Lennon 

Defining who I am 

As it's right here I stand 

But you never see a man 

Because you think you already know 

Who I am

Broken Heart

Broken Heart

By John M Lennon 

Lonely pieces of a broken heart 

Laying on the ground in a million parts 

Knowing with you I have a new start 

Tearing myself apart 

Looking to see the best 

With regrets from my past 

Moving on is now a test 

But it's with your love I get through it best

Seeing Now

Seeing Now 

By John M Lennon

Lost without love 

Walking away without your hugs 

Now in the darkness of my heart 

My words only seem to fall apart 

Lost in what use to be my dreams 

Weakened in the knees no longer able to breathe 

Seeing you forever walk away from me 

Joy something I will no longer see 

But this pain has brought me everything you now see

Beginning

Beginning 

By John M Lennon

Weeping in the wind 

Tears of blood to soak the roads we walk down to this end 

Not anymore then what it has been 

I see the sun shine, 

Warming my skin 

It's like your hand guiding me to my end 

But this is only where my road can begin

Anyway

Anyway 

By John M Lennon

Inspired to write 

About this life I fight 

On my way to goodnight 

Holding this pen tight 

Fighting back these tears that flood my life 

As I ask myself if what I am doing is right 

Now a flash of light 

And everything seems to be right 

But I see I left you alone, crying 

Now darkness fills my day, 

But I am to far away 

To say a thing 

Or help you in any way

Too Never Let Go

Too Never Let Go 

By John M Lennon

To sit and pray thinking about you today. 

One last hug I wish I could have gave you, 

To send you on your way. 

But I would still be holding on to you today 

Because if I knew what I do today 

I would have never let go and walked away.

Lifetime More

Lifetime More

By John M Lennon

The definition of a man 

Because mine is who I am 

The strong when you are weak 

The warmth when you are cold 

The one that will always be there to show,

Even when we are old 

So not knowing one thing more 

Other then you are the woman I will always adore 

And love with a lifetime more

everything

Something more then what it cost

You are everything that I could have ever lost

Wanting You Back

Wanting You Back 

By John M Lennon 

I heard your voice today

I thought of a million ways to respond 

But scared I just hung up the phone 

Heart beating fast 

Panic filled with flash backs 

Just wanting to know where our love stands at 

But it's here alone I stand still just wanting you back 

The Same

The Same 

By John M Lennon 

A battle waged with words 

An anger from long before 

Taken as slurs as I slammed the door

Now it's deep breathes of pain 

Collapsed lungs of the words that remain 

A weight bared filled with shame 

All as I left but still today I feel the same 

Long Before

Long Before 

By John M Lennon

Objects of lust 

You the last one I touched 

Anxious, 

Trembling heart pounding 

Words you once whispered in my ear 

An orgasmic rush

Now left wanting... 

A lust from long before 

My Goodbye

My Goodbye

By John M Lennon

A goodbye never said 

A tear with every letter read

It is here you missed everything I have said 

So now as I wipe this lonely tear from my face

It is you my friend I will never be able to replace