Monday, March 26, 2012

Stories To Never End


Stories To Never End 

By John M Lennon 

One year it's been how I've missed my best friend 
Memories are not enough because without you there is no talking about us
Laughing as kids, Playing our stereo's loud once again 
Bike rides rode, turning to motorcycles when we became that reckless age 
Fun times I now remember as you left me to get old 
Stories I still brag about start and end with you 
Still best memories of more then a friend 
It was you my brother to the end
Just wish we had longer with you 
And more memories with you so these stories would never end  

Friday, March 16, 2012

Had So Much


Had So Much 

By John M Lennon 

The last place we will meet 
You grazing your hand across my cold cheek 
Whispering the only words you wish I could still speak
There but so far away 
Each tear to say goodbye 
Don't worry, this is the last time I will make you cry 
Roses laying on my chest, lowering me to rest 
Words you won't soon forget but will always regret 
Ashes to ashes dust to dust 
As this love ended but still had so much 

Thursday, March 15, 2012

You


You 

By John M Lennon 

Every word and wish ever said 
Every dream that ends before my day can begin 
Each thought that begins and ends with you 
Every time I kiss and hold onto you 
Know each one would be nothing without you 
Because I love you means nothing 
Without... You 

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Already Past


Already Past 

By John M Lennon 

Lost in a whirlwind of emotions 
Each thought confronted asking myself 
What it is that I should do 
Do I fight for what I feel is true 
Or does that just make me a fool for you 
So the question is asked is this love meant to last 
Or has our time already past 

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

When I Knew


When I Knew 

By John M Lennon 

Every dream held on too 
Every word as I thought about you 
Wishes I never thought could come true 
Then I found it all as I held onto you 
So now it's a dream everyday 
Every word I hear you say 
Every look my way 
And it all started that day 
When I looked deep inside those pretty brown eyes 
No words, no lies 
But that's when I really knew 
It was you I would forever love and hold onto 

Monday, March 12, 2012

Dreams In My Head


Dreams In My Head 

By John M Lennon

A dream in my head 
Every word and wish I ever said 
Now it's as we lay in our bed 
I can see no word could be as true, 
Or as beautiful as you 
And this love I now hold onto

Sunday, March 11, 2012

No Longer


No Longer 

By John M Lennon 

Heart pounding fast 
Words with which I use to relax 
Can now not even get me past 
So it's my reactions as I look back at 
Trying to figure out how to get past 
The pain the rips me inside 
Every reason, word and day with which I try 
None to which you are at fault
But I pushed it upon you with the way I wrote 
Now I see why we are no longer close 

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Forever Last


Forever Last 

By John M Lennon 

The day and the life of a man 
That one day had your heart and held your hand 
But walked into your life without a plan 
So it's here today I can say I am drawing the blue prints to get past 
Pouring the foundation to forever last 
It all started as I got past
Every thing I let hold me back as it was your light that helped me see past 
The shadows this dark had cast 
And it all started when I heard your laugh 
Now it's every moment but our last 
Because with your beauty in my eyes 
This love will forever last 

Friday, March 9, 2012

Hope And Pray


Hope And Pray 

By John M Lennon 

A happiness that starts with you 
Holding, kissing having something I know is true 
Real love I now believe in because of you 
Not just words to say, It's the defining moments that make me feel this way 
So each time I look in your eyes 
Each time we kiss and close our eyes
Still it's a surprise when I open them to you 
And your beauty that I now hold on to
As I hope and pray I will for the rest of my days 

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Remembering You


Remembering You 

By John M Lennon 

Tears still wet with pain
Remembering that day
Wishing I could hold you close
Remembering each word you spoke
Your love the truest of the true
Always spoken words of love from you
Still missing every moment I could spend with you
Remembering the son I was too you
Just wishing I still had you
Making up for the heart ache and pain
Only words onto myself I can blame 
Selfless thoughts from you still remain
But it's in your arms a comfort I wish was still here today
As that would be an outlet for all this pain and shame

The End


The End 

By John M Lennon 

From the outside looking in 
Can you comprehend the pain I have been in 
Each prayer for help 
Is another word I scream and shout
Trying to get all this pain out 
But it's as the world turns around 
Day and night still it's this pain I fight 
Not seeing the end to this pain I am in 
Or ever being able to hold you again 
So my only feeling is the end 




Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Hold On Too


Hold On Too 

By John M Lennon

Every second and moment held on to 
Every thing that's right then I knew 
Looking into your eyes through and through 
I knew it was you and this love that has come true 
So words spoken true 
Only looking at you 
And this love I now hold on too 

Monday, March 5, 2012

All That Is You


All That Is You 

By John M Lennon 

Too many words to write 
So it's my actions that I will let speak tonight 
Arms holding you tight 
Warmth, comfort in my life 
Now looking at you 
Words the only thing I know as true 
I love you means more when I am looking at you 
But it still does not seem like enough 
For all that is you 

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Pain Today


Pain Today 

By John M Lennon 

Each missed hug today 
Every word I miss hearing from you
Pounding my chest 
A heart beat that won't rest 
Every word wrote 
Waiting for your next words to be spoke 
But here I wait today 
Still hanging on the words I use to hear you say 
With nothing new today
I am still waiting in pain in every way 



Saturday, March 3, 2012

Blue Prints


Blue Prints 

By John M Lennon 

The day and the life of a man 
That one day had your heart and held your hand 
But walked into your life without a plan 
So it's here today I can say I am drawing the blue prints to get past 
Pouring the foundation to forever last 
It all started as I got past
Every thing I let hold me back as it was your light that helped me see past 
The shadows this dark had cast 
And it all started when I heard your laugh 
Now it's every moment but our last 
Because with your beauty in my eyes 
This love will forever last 

Grant Me This Wish


Grant Me This Wish 

By John M Lennon 

God please grant me this wish 
This wish I wish 
The wish of true love 
Each hug and kiss 
And with this wish I wish 
I wish all the happiness to the woman that answers this wish 
As together we raise a daughter and son 
Another blessing I have won 
Now the meaning of true love 
I will not forget as you have bless me with this
Wish I wished 
So every late sleepless night 
I'll be there to comfort kiss and hold my family tight 
Just like you did for me on that night 
When I wished this wish that gave me all this happiness 

Shining Through


Shining Through 

By John M Lennon 

Every moment held onto 
Every last thought, 
But never to forget you 
Words my heart already knew 
Now the words I whisper as I hold onto what's really true 
You and this love that will always shine through 

Friday, March 2, 2012

All Fucked Up


All Fucked Up 

By John M Lennon

Chased too far 
With every word I said 
I went too far 
Cherishing a love that was not yet true 
Walking away I just lost you 
Running after you 
Not wanting to give this up 
And that's when it all got fucked up 


Thursday, March 1, 2012

Washed Away


Washed Away 

By John M Lennon 

Darkness of my mind
Felt only with the words you think make me shine 
But look deep inside 
You will see then that the happiness is all lies 
Truth is now told 
Closing in with no where to go 
I can finally feel the real cold 
Lost as much as I am alone 
Heart frozen in time
It's now the comfort of home 
As I washed this pain away for all of time 

Fell Into


Fell Into 

By John M Lennon 

A beauty that can compare to you 
But nothing goes as deep 
Or is as true, as the beauty that is you 
And it's as I looked deep inside, those pretty brown eyes 
My words could only be lies 
Because day or night 
Words could not describe what I see that lays deep inside 
But it's a beauty I see each night, 
Every time I pull you in, 
Kissing… holding you tight 
Now it's the wish I make each night 
Too always have you and this love that has come true 
The beauty that is you and this love I have fell into