Seeing Now

Seeing Now 

By John M Lennon

Lost without love 

Walking away without your hugs 

Now in the darkness of my heart 

My words only seem to fall apart 

Lost in what use to be my dreams 

Weakened in the knees no longer able to breathe 

Seeing you forever walk away from me 

Joy something I will no longer see 

But this pain has brought me everything you now see

Beginning

Beginning 

By John M Lennon

Weeping in the wind 

Tears of blood to soak the roads we walk down to this end 

Not anymore then what it has been 

I see the sun shine, 

Warming my skin 

It's like your hand guiding me to my end 

But this is only where my road can begin

Anyway

Anyway 

By John M Lennon

Inspired to write 

About this life I fight 

On my way to goodnight 

Holding this pen tight 

Fighting back these tears that flood my life 

As I ask myself if what I am doing is right 

Now a flash of light 

And everything seems to be right 

But I see I left you alone, crying 

Now darkness fills my day, 

But I am to far away 

To say a thing 

Or help you in any way

Too Never Let Go

Too Never Let Go 

By John M Lennon

To sit and pray thinking about you today. 

One last hug I wish I could have gave you, 

To send you on your way. 

But I would still be holding on to you today 

Because if I knew what I do today 

I would have never let go and walked away.

Lifetime More

Lifetime More

By John M Lennon

The definition of a man 

Because mine is who I am 

The strong when you are weak 

The warmth when you are cold 

The one that will always be there to show,

Even when we are old 

So not knowing one thing more 

Other then you are the woman I will always adore 

And love with a lifetime more

everything

Something more then what it cost

You are everything that I could have ever lost

Wanting You Back

Wanting You Back 

By John M Lennon 

I heard your voice today

I thought of a million ways to respond 

But scared I just hung up the phone 

Heart beating fast 

Panic filled with flash backs 

Just wanting to know where our love stands at 

But it's here alone I stand still just wanting you back 

The Same

The Same 

By John M Lennon 

A battle waged with words 

An anger from long before 

Taken as slurs as I slammed the door

Now it's deep breathes of pain 

Collapsed lungs of the words that remain 

A weight bared filled with shame 

All as I left but still today I feel the same 

Long Before

Long Before 

By John M Lennon

Objects of lust 

You the last one I touched 

Anxious, 

Trembling heart pounding 

Words you once whispered in my ear 

An orgasmic rush

Now left wanting... 

A lust from long before 

My Goodbye

My Goodbye

By John M Lennon

A goodbye never said 

A tear with every letter read

It is here you missed everything I have said 

So now as I wipe this lonely tear from my face

It is you my friend I will never be able to replace